my lovely hubby and me

............. Hubby..............
I always aspect the best frm him but what i get was the least i expected. If not of my late mom who encourage me of not being selfish and think of the kids, i might have left him forever.But until now I had to tolerate with him. he only a normal guy. if i aspect him to give flowers for occasion ..i might gone mad. The least romantic man in my life. But I love him. Not so much but for life.
We had been married for 20 years last August 27. Ever since t had to learn alot in order to understand him and his intenttion. he will talk a lot on everthing but not when he disagree of disaprove of my behaviour.he will never complement my cooking although he ate 2 plates of rice. He is so trifty when it come to money. But most of his advice of my spending mostly right.
My hubby is a simple man. people likes him of his personality. But i love and hate him of that.He always get into my nerves. But i know deep inside he loves me too. Although he never say any it now and then.
sometimes i thought of if i got married with some other guys , do i have better lives then now???